I’m going through some serious emotions right now. I wish I could just scream and cry and break everything in my path. I seriously hate life sometimes. I really do.

I just don’t feel like doing anything right now.

Should I…

So, a few days ago my youngest sister K. used a temporary hair coloring and dyed her hair red. It looks lovely and I’ve been thinking that I kind of want a change of color with my hair. My hair is a natural dark auburn, so it has some red highlights but it’s not noticeable unless I’m outside or in the light.

I kind of want to go red, but I know it won’t look like K’s., since our coloring and hair type are totally different. I also don’t want it to be brassy which is what I’m thinking might happen. When I was younger, I used to dye my hair a lot and even used a blondish color, (Which of course gave me the brassy color I want to avoid.) but I was more outgoing then. My mom and youngest sister said they liked it, but my other sister S. said the coloring looked like Ronald McDonald. :/ I don’t want to get that look again…lol.

I guess I have some thinking to do. I don’t want to rush into making this decision. I haven’t messed with my hair in like 5 years and at this point, it’s strong and has its natural coloring. So I don’t know if I want to mess with that. I may get a temporary color like K. did and see how it looks. That way if I don’t like it, it won’t last.