A different light…

Isn’t it strange how you can think you know someone, but out of the blue, they tell you things that complete change the way you see them? I mean it’s not always bad, it just makes you realize that you can never truly know a person you know? Even when they are your family and you believe you are somewhat close.

Let’s just say, that I’ve learned some things about someone close to me tonight and I kind of see them in a different light. Not in a bad way…just different. It also makes me a bit jealous that I can’t just allow myself to be more open and do the things that she does. I bet I would be happier or at least have more fun out of life. However, it also shows me another aspect of humanity that I am not too proud of and I realize that people really do lie to others and themselves…for those pleasures. On one hand it is kind of surprising, on the other hand it’s not.