I can’t really talk or type I am so upset. My mom had to go to the emergency room because she was having pains really bad in her side. I so scared for her.
ETA: My family and I just found out that it is her gallbladder and that she has to have emergency surgery. I am so scared. I am crying and feel so alone. My youngest sister is in New Jersey, my other younger sister is in Vegas and my oldest sister is hours away, but she doesn’t sound very concerned. I do have my Aunt here. She has been wonderful. She has been by my moms side the whole time and has helped me. I really can’t express how much of a rock she has been. And if she wasn’t here with my mom and me, I don’t know what I would do.
But still, I can’t live without my mom. She is my best friend and helps take care of me. That may sound stupid for someone that is 30 years old, but is the truth. If something happens to her, I don’t want to live anymore. I just don’t. I don’t think I can. I feel like screaming, but I have to act strong, because my youngest sister is upset and crying and is trying to get a flight back home.